drewzee87t

DM- cool stuff. I can't even start to figure it out, some of my dreams the TRUTH is just so clear and it kills me that I get this kind of "this is disturbing" feeling, yet feel very comforted in "knowing", what I cannot remember as soon as I wake. This has nothing to do with medication for our condition, it is entirely outside of that (e.g. I am not tripping I had an interesting experience with the last maintenance therapy where I started behaving like I was having a cluster and just felt like pushing on my skull and crunching the top of my head and I started to freak and then I was like,

I think it's information overload, and not because we can't process what everyone else can, rather because we receive multitudes more data than they do. During my periods, I most frequently get the 1 hour after sleep attacks and usually upon awakening to the beast I am deeply involved in some semi-lucid dreaming that involves truths and math that are far beyond my comprehension when conscious, but that during that sleepy time are very real, very true and indisputable. My wife recites to me some of my nonsense and it can be quite humorous. I often in waking to the pain am really somewhere