[Tried to talk to my neruo today...]

If busting can end a cycle of CH and prevention doses can keep them away, you don't need a neuro, which means he doesn't get paid...plus I think most doctors have a god complex and hate for patients to research their own conditions...

I've been going to a chiropractor and getting adjustments, massages and acupuncture for the past few weeks...it's not going to "cure" anything but I leave feeling so relaxed and my cluster lump is not so painful...that goes away in a few hours but its nice while it lasts..

[A therapeutic idea, maybe.]

I have an idea, and want to see what others think about it.

I'd like to have a full size wood carving made of a head. Preferably a replica of my head and made from a very hard wood.

Put the carving on a post, and then jab the eye-socket with a hot cork screw. Pull the the soft eyeball (made from foam or sponge perhaps) out of the eye socket, twist it round and shove it back in. Then Hit the eye as hard as I can with a baseball bat, and take an ax to the temple until I have chopped it to bits.

Clusters make me so very angry sometimes, I just want to vent my anger and frustration.  Replicate the pain, be in control of the pain - real or not.

I think it would be therapeutic. 

This is the most accurate description of the pain of a CH that I've heard...I just read this to my husband with tears in my eyes...he cares and I feel so bad for him to have to witness me in this pain on such a frequent basis