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  1. Good to hear Cassidy, I am going to take some stuff and see if I get any headaches till 2012 December. I used to get them every 2 years, this year they came later May after one year, though day before I drank 2 bottles of beer as I had bday party, next day Cluster demon gave me nice bday present hehe, I was so happy to unwrap it.... NOT! Though I am curious since day before I got my first headache in 3.5 week cycle I had feeling as if someone hit me with baseball bat in my neck, I barely could hold my head staight, and then for next 2 weeks each day that I got headache I had these, the day
  2. Hey Ron, that is some good progress, I am happy Michael has some success, he deserves it like we all do. Hope your success continues guys! *crosses fingers* @David, I am not sure, perhaps they did, although I may just say they stopped by themself, since I dosed 4 times and actually 1 day before I was about to dose 5th time they stopped, but the 2 days before ceasation I got less frequent and less painful ones, so I think cycle ended by itself. Might be I am 'immune' to MG. I am going to try hunt some RC/HBWR seeds maybe in southern neighbour of Poland, Czech Republic, heard they changed
  3. I hear you Ron, and you are very right and we should stand as one and shout for treatment that helps so many in agony, even if it helped one person, it should be done because why would one life be less worthy eh? I just come from country which was influenced greatly by communism and socialism mono-party system and I believe the pharma companies are similar, they got one target and they will stick to it, deciding what to do, not sure about political things and all but I read somewhere those pharma companies got 'contacts' in most countries governments and World Health Organisation, so my fear
  4. Don't want to cause any depression, but as long as big pharm companies regulate stuff with what docs prescribe and give them hints what is best for patients, then we got no chance even with numbers, they will just show us big middle finger and ignore us. I am still good hopes, hopefuly things won't go as I fear they may.
  5. MattyAA

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    small piece of magic shroom to be precise, under tongue you got plenty of micro veins which absorb the psylocybin very fast to your blood-stream, I guess latter you can guess what happens
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    Yes, sput can help, and eventually not ruin with busting doses. Try it.
  7. I am guessing like BobW said you need to fullfill certain points, like being chronic for x number of time, having x number of headaches unilateral, severe cases, probably they pick also episodics but with longer episodes, because if someone has ch for few weeks they wouldnt know if bromo worked or if it was cycle ceasation by itself. At least that is what I can think of.
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    It happened in past with others too birdman, I read people saying pred stopped for some cycle working for them and then it worked again. about lsd, well it is hard to get in here where I live aswell + if i get it its probably mixed with some rat-killer toxic poison to make trip 'heavier' so I would be a bit scared. Best is if you study medicine or work in pharmacy you could with some knowledge produce lsd, from what I remember hardest part is to obtain ergots from grain and then just proceed them through lab work, which is also some tough stuff to do, I think process used white light, yell
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    papers as in lsd? and isn't that effect of swollen face and horner syndrome but no pain called phantom clusterheadache attack? I read somewhere about person getting ray-knife to cut his trigeminal nerve, since then he doesnt feel ch pain but gets all horner's effects.
  10. Pity there isn't any BOL studies going in Europe I guess they don't want any EU citizens at Harvard BOL study if I am in cycle that is.
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    Nothing to wtf about, I got similar, heat only helps me but on right side. I don't get hit on left side, but I get shadows right and left sides depending if I make fast move or stand up quickly or it just bounces between sides by itself at times just slower.
  12. Carlos Santana music is really beautiful indeed, nice for chilling out Well apart him I can post few songs I have been listening to recently: - Johnny's Cash Highwayman Very old school and awesome. - Nice oriental tune that you can listen to. Title is Rin - Genji - Funky version of classic music - I sometimes like to listen to the non-commercial youtube singers, maybe someone likes these too http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TLgkc1361Vw - I just love to listen to soundtrack from Gone in 60 seconds movie. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L_XFMCgeI7c - another awesome song!
  13. There was also somewhere on internet case of soldier who got struck by lighting when on train-camp with no cover who got lighting struck through his arm and hip, he was in critical state but survived and developed CH-like headaches.
  14. I liked that article that mentioned some kind of plant, that caused CH attack in patient who was out of cycle, he broke its leaf and sniffed in the aroma of it, seconds later he felt cold feeling in right nostril and a devestating attack came on feeling exactly like cluster headache. Then I read some more about that and found also another page stating non-headache person experienced very strong one-sided sharp throbbing pain around his eyesocket. Which seems there is some mechanism to the one-sided orbital pain that is launched all over the trigeminal nerve. Very interesting.
  15. Wow Sandy! Now I am shy to admit but you got me jealous, inspired and put me in high hopes with your sentence. Wishing you ever-lasting success with busting !
  16. Thanks for links Bob But I got question, is it only Psylocybin or also LSA, LSD and other hallucinogens? If so then if I dont stop cyclone then I may completely remove my OCD in case it wanted to get bad in future, who knows if my brain chemistry and neuro-stuff wont mess up someday
  17. Hello Raquel. Like many above me posted, you have to detox 5 days at least before trying seeds. Red bull and Oxygen is really helpful while detoxing, and you should really contact with Linde Gas. Also apart Cluster Headaches I suffer from when I was 7 from Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, like washing hands after touching something, brushing my hair, nodding or shaking head, coughing, rolling my eyeballs or pure walking over the non-cracked tiles of sidewalk etc. Though I cannot comment if by taking LSA my OCD improved or not because I had it since 7 yo and it slowed down or became nuiss
  18. Chris, do you wait 5-7 days between doses of seeds, your brain lockouts for the effect of RC seeds for 5-7 days, thus taking them faster would be fruitless. Do you take any pills after surgery that could mix with the seeds you take or are you medication-free?
  19. True... birdman, I am trying atm some busting and so far it does not work much, and I admit I have some thoughts of disbelief even though I keep repeating myself it does work, yet I still get hit...
  20. Hey Chris I am following your case with interest, please do report how you are doing. Do tell us also though how many RC seeds and how long did you take? Maybe something went wrong as in not enough seeds or taken not enough times? Some people get relief from minimal dosage and after one or two times others after more than that. Just saying that to cheer you up
  21. Visit me in Poland some day ;D
  22. If I was to guess, its similar to Migaine, epilepsy, and ofc both epilepsy and migraine are not explained either. Probably something with nerves and central nervous system malfunction, something crappity smacks up and it triggers something else which triggers pain. Like domino effect. Question is what was first chicken or egg, is pain cause or a result? You can try looking for answer, by scanning brain or by trying to connect and realise why Oxygen, verapamil, Lithium, Prednisone, Testosterone, water treatment, kudzu, psychadelics, red bull, exercise block those headaches for some for
  23. MattyAA

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    lol thanks guys for answering please keep 'em comming, I am just planning on doing bust with shrooms if Morning Glory fails for me.
  24. Pain is symptom of bigger issue, but our IQ does not lower, neither our body functions change, it is not lethal diseases, apart being depressed and suicidal. Well if there was any damage very slow in progress, you would need to go untreated whole life and notice any damage i think? Or I misunderstood you? Sorry if I did.
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