Diagnosed with Cluster Headache in General Board Posted May 17, 2017 CHFather, my pain is at the point where I no longer want to live with it. I have concidered suicide many times. Guess thats not enough pain for you. It has ruined my life, I have lost friends, and my family have basically disowned me, and I cant hold a job. I have these EVERY DAY! I wish they would come in clusters so I would have some relief, like others on this site. Guess I dont know what Im talking about, guess you do.