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This lesson can help people visualize what is happening in their brains and allow them to understand a difficult principal at work.
Because it is difficult, it makes this busting process seem more mysterious than it really is.
Also note, its time for us to differentiate between “Busting a Cycle” and “Preventing a Cycle”. 
Bustin is coming out of a cluster cycle. Much harder once it has started. Takes long time!
Preventing is taking medicine after busting, when your head is clear.
This helps prevent the cycle from starting. Usually once every three or four weeks when everything is great.
I kept noticing the number of people increasing with problems during weeks 3-7 of busting.
I couldn’t figure it out and was wondering why it sometimes took me 7 weeks, then 9 weeks, then 14 weeks to break out of a cycle.
Most people initially have great success busting and then some say that it doesn’t work for them. My chemistry friends told me chemistry never lies. I wondered why?
Then it came, a vision of the Receptor garden in my brain. I could see the charged remains of the vaporized Receptors, only a random white lily here and there across a football field of black. It dawned on me, there is a root system underneath this that may be telling them when to open and close.  Think of each one as an individual with real intelligence thru neighborly connections, like a internal underground wi fi system for the whole receptor field. That may explain the “Doors Closing” side of things. They talk to each other, not like a group or a complete system. Each one is an individual little baby but hooked up to the network. They come and go online at different periods. Not all at once. Its a protection mechanism from eating poisons in the old day. It’s why the mushroom works but not as good as the L.
Then I realized further that different pills and chemistry give each R a different half life to come back online after damage. Like a boxer, each one needs its own time to heal before it can be in fighting state again. Stress, ordinary triggers, all affect the network and any healthy online R’s at that time. Constantly punching them.
R’s should be constantly coming back online regularly but sometimes they don’t. The rotation moves about via the slot machine, but some bad ones stay bad. They are still loaded and unfortunately set the user up for a bad period.  
Too much chemicals usually over power it.  We are giant Recptors, these R’s are trained for minute, tiny messages. We are sending them spam and overloading them with DoS attacks thru the chemicals we use. Think about your nose, ears, eyes, everything about us is nerve receivers, these R’s in our garden are trained to react to the tiniest change.  By us giving them an overabundance is like giving them McDonalds everyday and then using round up to try to lose weight. It takes them longer to heal then natural foods and clean living. 
Each Receptor will take its own time to heal based on its injuries.
I’ve been meditating for a couple of years now, so I asked for a digital answer. I wanted them to show me.
The grid is an example which helps for the equation, our real grid is much more massive.
for my sample, our garden of receptors is 10 x 100 = 1000 Receptors now abbreviated as R.  With the zoom on (Which it always is) we only see those (13% from my modeling) that are online and being used right now during this period.  I call this the slot machine. It runs threw the garden and selects who should be online for that period. It doesn’t matter what the status is of the Receptor. 
Some are selected and those that are selected are at the use for the individual during that period. The rest (approx 87%) are not being used. They are either in sleep, repair or Bad mode.
So think about the garden and for US how it works….a few definitions to help my black/ white binary example:
White R = Healthy Receptor in a Blocked or natural state.
For us it doesn’t matter how it got there, all that matters is it is a White R which we associate with working, healthy or blocked. Essentially = no cluster!  
It may have been a Black R that just got healthy and is now White or
It may be a Black R that is temporarily blocked by chemicals and for now working as White R until the block wears off
during any given moment
White R =  White R + Blocked R
If White R = 
90-100% the best you ever felt. Like a kid again.  Takes about 6 months to get there from the middle of a cycle.
85-90%  feel great. Takes about 4 months to get there from the middle of a cycle.
80-90%  we are good but should be thinking about preventative asap. Takes about 3 months.
Black R = Bad Receptor is either burned out or in repair mode state. It is not functioning and can lead to Clusters occurring.
These are bad and can take varying lengths to heal. Some never heal due to excessive overexposure to chemicals. 
So Black R’s include dead, broken, repairing, anything that isn’t healthy. 
If Black R =
30% shadows
40% big shadows, optical, electricity in head
50% sweats, waking up (Cycle is ready to begin!)
60% you’re getting a 2-6 (The cycle has started now)
70% you're getting a 5-7
80%+ we don’t want to go there
N = Our Entire Garden of all Receptors
N = (Healthy White R + Blocked R + Bad Black R)
x = % of Receptors in "slot machine zoom" being used for the period
x can vary on the individual from a low of 8% to a high of 13%. 
This explains the discrepancy between lengths of time that some people need.


When x varies between 8%-13% you can see how the distribution to reach 100% White R's varies from 7-14 weeks.
This differentiation lines up with many of the complaints regarding effectiveness. 
Week 7 Same Doses, Different Slot Machine Zoom Rates can vary lengths by a third.
with a 9% slot machine zoom rate = by week seven I’d have a 63% chance of being 100% blocked whereas
with a 13% slot machine zoom rate = by week seven I’d have a 90% chance of being 100% blocked!
This curve continues
with a 9% rate it takes 12 attempts to reach 100%
with a 13% rate it takes 8 attempts to reach 100%
So I’m usually around 11 times which puts me in the 9% zoom rate. Each time my slot runs, it is selecting 9% out of all the R’s in my Garden.
I can at best, affect 10 maybe 11% with an overload.
Each day when we wake up, the zoom focuses on the x% that will be used for that particular day or “period”. The 13 that become active are chosen to be online for that period. So each period we are using only 13 percent of the garden. The rest are in hibernation, Bad, or trying to get healthy. They are not participating nor are they affected by the 13% that are online.  (unless there is some sort of over load, like excessive chemical use or extreme trigger stress. The barrier can be crossed but it must be large. 
LSD is one exception here which makes it the most effective medicine.  Depending on set and setting, it can sometimes over power the network and affect more than the daily “slot”.  It has the ability to communicate quickly and beat the lilies in their communication. Not always, only sometimes. When it happens you will feel it like electricity when you take it. It happens very quickly in the first minute and you will get the shakes afterward. It is the only medicine that I have noticed this with and I believe it is because the others goes thru the stomach.
I think the message goes so fast thru the brain, that the garden cannot react quickly enough and it overpowers everything in the zoom plus a few surrounding R’s that will give you a bonus effect.  It’s not a large percentage, but a little bit (1-2%) more can have a dramatic effect over the course of “busting a cycle" as shown by the calculator below. Hence I would recommend always busting with L when available.  
We can tell what’s happening by our reaction to the L. The L affects the R’s in the slot machine view for that period. <- very important.
If we are tripping hard, we are reaching a high percentage of Healthy (unblocked) cells in our slot machine.  They are part of the garden, but not the whole garden.
Tripping is good, it means the R’s may have been previous Black R’s that are now blocked OR they may have been healthy White R’s that were not  yet blocked.
It doesn’t matter. All that matters is that we blocked cells that could have gone bad and now they are blocked!
If we are rote. A dull, shorter experience. You feel the medicine isn’t working. LOL it is. It’s chemistry. This is how I figured it out!
That means we are hitting blocked cells already. You are probably mid cycle and this is a mid season bust (numbers 3-9) for a lot of people.
Your slot machine gave you a bad zoom. You got many blocked cells already. The L is hitting them but not doing anything. The space is filled already.
Your set and setting was not so good for timing your Receptors. Maybe you felt it was right, but you must pay attention to your garden and ask yourself is today the right time?
This rote experience can almost be considered a wasted trip unfortunately.  The medicine is hitting blocks that were already established. You should have let another day go by if you could have. I also think during a cluster is not so good either. Better to wait for a clean healthy feeling moment.
When we are having clusters, it is turning White R’s to Black R’s.  This is why they are cyclical. Everything triggers them but we must have enough Black R’s in the slot machine to feel the pain.
Now you must wait and it could be another week of pain. This can be dis heartening and everyone gets it in rounds 3-7. They need encouragement because they aren’t getting a big “bust” feeling anymore. Its because the earlier cells are still blocked.  The blocks really last for about three - four weeks when you are at thresholld 80+ clean.
Then it becomes a backwards timer. They are always releasing the “blocks”.  Good to find a common safe time and ground to prevent them from releasing too many every three weeks or so.  They hold for one month, but can come off RAPIDLY from air flight, barometric pressure changes, and all the other triggers.
I’ve found pressure is the greatest by far!
Once you are clean and all Healthy R’s, the slot machine’s protection begins to chill out a little. This sets us up for great preventative trips with L.
Because it is fast and powerful it gets thru and boom you are healthy for a long time. I can feel when they are coming off.
This allows me to do everything and live normally, but when the first shadow comes, I know to get to business within 2-3 days tops and then Im good for 3-4 weeks.
CTE, PTSD, Clusters are closer to shock related injuries than headaches. They are not headaches. They are constant feedback loops that attack the sensors in our garden with too much information.
Left brain clock and right brain clock. Where do they sync?  Could a bump in this sensitve area cause the clocks to go out of sync occasionally?
Could this cause our body to activate antibodies like an ellergic reaction causeing you to have sinus like side effects?
Seasonally at first and then continually as the message nerves get more solidified in their connections, causing us to become chronic?
Does your doctor think you have allergies?
This injury affects a few too many areas of our specialized medical science to grant any one purveyor a good view. The answer will come from outside the medical profession. From someone who undersatnd pain as a feedback loop and a figment of our mind. It's real, but only in our mind reliving the shock.
They are looking for a patent on a pill that nature has designed for us perfectly.  If they cannot do this, they will not participate in helping us.
Start thinking differently or you will always get the same answer.
For centuries science was wrong about the sun, perhaps they are wrong about clusters too. It wouldnt be the first time.


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  • 4 months later...

very interesting, I agree that utill someone from medicine field that realy understand , can do good reseach. I think that no one belives how hard attacks are, i think that everyone think i exagerate when i say " i want to take my eye out of head when paint is so big" ,   anyway, you are right, "headaches"  in not good word for cluster, it gives it less because

headaches are like relax massage in comparation with  cluster. they should give it another name.

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