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Just coming off my first bout in about 4 or 5 years. Don't know if I can do this again. I'm 44 years old and have been fighting the devil in my head since I was 18. The last 4 or 5 years have been wonderful without the bouts. I hope this was just a freak visit. I don't think I can do the 2 - 3 bouts a day again. It takes a strong person to fight these damn things. Just don't think I have the will to do it again. Treatments are ridiculously expensive. I feel for all of you going through this. It can be tasking on your family and friends. Good luck to all of you.