Potamus903

I've never been able to get an oxygen set up. :'( . I don't know what D3 is so I'm going to click on the link and find out. Don't know about the seeds either, so will check that out as well. Thank you guys!

well...problem is my Husband is not willing to go to jail to relieve my pain...that is what he said...and I absolutely do not want him to either!!!! Right now, I'm willing to go to jail for some relief IF it actually stops the whole episode, but really, that is not an option. I have a mentally retarded child and my husband is out of work and chancing jail is not an option. I will just have to deal. I've dealt with this since I was 13, I am now 50. so, there ya go. You guys just please try to get something legalized...I would donate but we don't even have unemployment coming in yet.

I watched that before I posted and thought it was great! I think I might have known him from another site??? Course, I don't know since I was never able to go to any of the get togethers and very few had pictures of themselves...and it has been a while since I spent much time there....just trying to live my life between episodes and on the other site ppl didn't like it if you just came around when you were having an episode...hope this site isn't like that....I contributed on the other site, but couldn't let it become my life..I hope you guys understand that...and Thanks!

I cried watching the video of the ch sufferer...I know his pain...the pulling of the hair, the crying, the legs banging together....God, I wish I didn't know. I wish nobody knew. I remember when psilosybin was talked about on the other site, and my biggest fear was getting sick. Now I'm hearing LSD also works....and I'm remembering not having episodes during my "wild" years....do they work the same? Or is one better than the other? Nite before last I had the worst attack I can ever remember having...made me vomit and usually I don't do that. Maybe since I'm in menopause either it is worse, or maybe because I'm older, I'm not able to handle it as well. whatever, I need some good news.