Hi all.........I am now beyond exhaustion..my temper is short and I can cry over the evening news.........
Took the day off tomorrow. Hoped to get my seeds and do them....Maybe tomorrow night.
I have to say..I am really scared, to take the seeds, to have more knowledge about this beast, to possibly become desperate enough to use illegal substance, to run out of O2..............This sucks!!!!!!! I want to choke the people I work with "hows your migraine" "Did you take some advil" THEY ARE NOT MIGRAINES AND THE LAST TIME I CHECKED ADVIL DID NOT HAVE ANY MORPHINE IN IT..............I know they mean well but.....
God I want to sleep. Four hours would be good. Going through an E tank nightly hitting kip 7 almost every time. I am grateful they're not 9s that's where I was Thurs Fri Sat last week. :'( I know I'm whining and I know others have it worse........
You all are great...Thanks for being here