Thanks Jeff and Moxie,
The Lamotragine was precribed for suspected Sunct headaches. Same with everything I take with the exception of the clonazapam. That was prescriped to help treat PTSD symptoms of being chronic for so long (elevated heart rate, panic attacks middle of the night etc...)
I have managed to ween myself down to pretty low dosages on all meds, but verapmil. Topomax is only at 25mg a day now, lithium 300 mg a day, lamotragine is 50 and climbing (but I will refuse), Verapamil is at 320 and climbing (but I will refuse)
Thanks for all you feedback.