I can't tell you how blessed I feel finding this site. Been dealing with these for the last 36 years. I did have a long break for about 5 years but since they have returned every cycle seems to be stronger and longer. I was beginning to loose hope and was fearful that I wouldn't be able to go on much longer. This site has given me some hope that I might e able to tame this beast and just having others to talk to that understand helps. So again thank you to all those who reply to my comments as well as to those who have written in any thread. Reading all your stories help give me strength to continue fighting.