I'm in the same boat Brad. I think I need some help/guidance too. I'm also going on 2 months of this after only a month of remission. I fear I'm becoming chronic and getting to a dark place as well. I try to talk it out with others but I don't think they understand the severity of this. My only hope for now is waiting to dose on MM but I'm losing hope. I started the D3 regimen on May 22 and added benadryl, and am on the 2nd dose of busting with RC seeds but the attacks are still there and don't seem to be improving. I'm only 25 and it feels like my life is over before it even got started.