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  1. Happy birthday purp. I hope it is a pf day. Stay young.
  2. So you managed to avoid a CH all day - What happened when you went to sleep? Did you get woken up by the beast? During the day at work when I get shadows I drink a crap load of Red Bulls and take very fast paced walks. It helps a little.
  3. Can I ask you a personal ? - You said that for about the past 3 years you have been episodic and they usually last for about 3 weeks. But you said that this one is going on 5 weeks now. The ? I have for you is how old are you? I am just wondering this because most of us started in our early 20's (some before that age and some later after their 20's) but the norm seems to be around 20 or so when these rear their ugliness. I am only asking you this now to try to help you better so you can be more prepared in the future. Mine started in my early 20's maybe before that but I didnt know what
  4. No light issues for me or noise really - Heck if it was just a kip 2 I could eat too lol.....
  5. Hey Purp, Guess what shirt I had on when I saw my Neuro - Pink Floyd Pulse shirt lol - he asked if I knew who syd was in fact. I too think he was trying to scare me away from it. I laughed when he told me that. I knew many kids in high school that would take hits of it all the time and one is a surgeon now lol..... It is true the bi Rx companies have helped many people, but I am in the medical field per say and there is a saying that PX companies dont really adhere to but the hospitals are sure held to it - its called people over profit lol..... something I think they forgot - otherwise
  6. Yeah, I thought about that. My wife has an important job that I wouldn't dare sacrifice by growing my own in the house, so Im going to have to find a reliable consistent source. Thanks for the tips! Just being honest with you - I too have a high profile type of a job - if they only knew - but i would rather grow my own meds to be on the safe side, it takes very little room and isnt out on the open. no odors etc... its not like growing weed lol.... it would be rare to get caught growing them in my opinion unless you are advertising it to the world on craigslist or something lol.... b
  7. This is an interesting thread for sure. My last Neuro (well known in my area fro CH) told me to do it lol.... He said have you ever heard of LSD or LSA I told him yes to the LSD, and he sent me to a website , cant remember which one it was (not this one tho) and told me to consider it. My new neruo never has heard of this or using nitroglycerin to induce a cycle, I mentioned this to him and he said oh there might be a lot of complication with that method , i asked what and he said I would end up like syd barret form Pink floyd in a padded room not being able to hold my own urine. I told him
  8. By the way - our profiles sound somewhat similar - I was episodic and still am but as I get older the cycles get closer - I went form every 4 years - to every other year - to now yearly. Strange cycles too- one cycle one year and then 2 cycles the next year. The 2 cycle year is the worst pain for me. But as I get older they hurt more and come more frequent. I hope I am not going chronic but I think there is a 50/50 chance of this for me anyway.
  9. Do this: If you are sure the fungus cookies are legit - ***make sure you have detoxed off of all meds*** ** Make sure you read the files section, I didn't (well I scanned read them ) and then I wished I would have so I would have known what to expect the next day with a slap back** Step 1. Load iPod with a good play list Step 2. Prep room with low lighting and no sounds (background sounds bug me while Im trippin) Step 3. Have a light dinner - (chicken and rice) not too much Step 4. Wait an hour or more after eating dinner - then go pee Step5. Eat a cookie and check what time
  10. I wonder if this is why I started a cycle out of nowhere. My cycle doesn't usually hit until this summer. My grandma had a heart attack 4 weeks ago - I went to the hospital to see her - the unit she was in is what this hospital calls Heart ICU unit or as they have it on the walls HICU - I was there for about 3 hours and on my way home boom I started to shadow. I wonder if this crap was in the air and I was breathing it in. I also was thinking that it could just be me too - my chemicals and body changing now that I am older. Just a thought. I do know that my cycles have started to come once
  11. Odin, I hope things get better for you really soon. I was in the exact same position you are in now about 3 weeks ago. I will admit that I too can be a real a%#hole to be around when in cycle. In fact that is what led me to here. My wife, my kids, co-workers, could see the change in my personality big time and would tell me I am a grouch and so many times I wanted to turn around and say to them why don't you try to live off of 1 hour of sleep for 8 weeks and then tell me how you feel. Never the less, I used to come to this site and look at it and read the stories here. I didn't give this
  12. Good luck purp - me too I get strange at the base of my neck. I too get the reminders lol.... I too really believe that so far with each dose I get better. I am going to more than likely dose tomorrow again. Good luck purp !
  13. Update - I dosed again Thursday night. It was okay but the next day on Friday night I was woken up by a shadows every few hours, as soon as I would fall asleep boom I would be woken by one, they didn't last that long maybe 10 - 15 minutes, but then I had what I will consider to be a major slap back, about an hour after the last deep shadow I had a terror of a slap back that lasted for about an hour and since then nothing. I think I may need to dose once more to kill it off for good. But for the last few days all has been pretty quiet and PF.
  14. lol, I am always the designated driver, I stay away from any kind of alcohol even when not in a cycle because I fear what comes after I consume a tiny amount of any kind of alcohol, I just don't ever want to tempt it. I like to drink occasionally but as I have gotten older I fear the beast will return. There are even times that if my wife uncorks a bottle of merlot and I am next to it during a cycle it seems to bring on shadows for me. I am currently trying to bust this cycle - but if I were to have a sip or even get my nose down into a wine glass of red wine right now, I would be on the
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