when I read all this itl like a movie in my head and I cant even start to imagine going trou gender change and you got cluster I always ask my self why why me with this desease, but when I read all these stories almoust all others suffer even more when me I got periodic cluster (I hope still becouse it was 5 months already) others got chronic and others got harder longer atacks when me... I know its kind of messed up to say but it helps me to stay strong to know that I dont got it vorse. The last poem was wery moving!