The everyday beauty

[tingeling]

Hi

Since i did those seeds and shrooms, life has been taken a turn. It been good ever since starting this treatment, but now it once again, taken a turn. It got out of cycle.

When you can keep your home tidy, or at least as tidy as you want it to be. To go out the door on impulse, even without your "survival gear", which i btw don`t know where i put at the moment. I go to gym without it being a fight, and to have the strength so it doesn`t break you down, but build you up. Do activities with the family, be out meeting other people. To participate in society, not feeling like some sort of appendage outside society. No need to plan and save strength for doing things.

It feels so easy!! Life feels so easy now. With it`s ups and downs as it should.  I love it and enjoy it. These routines in our daily life is the beauty of everyday life. It`s what makes it an everyday, it`s what you long for when your not able to do it.

I been bumping into people lately, people i occasionally bumped into over years, who i appreciate and share history with. People who is not likely to just bump into. I had one of them for dinner, after he literally tumbled in my terrace door this weekend. LOL ;D What a funny man. We both been to different child care centers, that make some sort of bonding. We live very different lives.

That evening he was himself. It was like time stood still, a golden moment. We talked about past, he is a man who doesn`t even admit having something called feelings. It was nice. What was even better, he talked about future. Good sign i think and hope.

Kabooms post made me think of past, my old friends visit made me think as well. It could have been different. I`m lucky, because i`m happy. This condition was truly a blessing to me, i`m happy and content it was treatment who made this. 

I hope more and more in this world with this condition, will find this place and be helped back to live fully, to have they're everyday back.

Wish you all the best

Hug from me

[Bonkers]

Hi tingeling,

I hope you live a really long time. A quote that I've remembered since college that I believe comes from the Bible is: "By their fruits shall ye know them, not by their roots." You've demonstrated a level of wisdom far deeper than anyone that I've ever met who is as young as you. I believe that once you get a peek into that realm where wisdom abides, clarity and compassion increase on their own without your having to do much to help aside from just doing the best you can. I don't see how you could not have gotten a peek. You're one awesome young lady.

Ron

[tingeling]

I never been good at open up for compliments and caring. So i think i just gonna say thank you very much for your kind words. Sounds weird, but the earlier me, having a positive respond to my own person, would make me run in the other direction. Decided to start giving people a chance again.

I feel as if i found a meaning with all that has happened to me over the years, it gives me an excellent opportunity to be there for all kinds of people, in many situations. To try do this gives my life meaning now, and in time, i think i will find one way or another to do what i have in mind.

Thank you Ron

BTW, seen Alleyoop lately?

[alleyoop]

BTW, seen Alleyoop lately? 

Right here wise fruit lady!!

Seriously, I couldn't agree more with Ron.  You are special Ting!

Bob

[tingeling]

Thank you Alleyoop, and the same to both of you