birdman

I have always swore that mine started around the time I had an accident. Believe there was an untreated concussion. Never went to the doctor because I was fifteen and alcohol was involved. Afraid at the time that my folks would kill me. Twenty five years later, here I am.

So sad. It is the reason I dont own a firearm as I fear the same results. My sympathy goes out to his family. A heartbreaking story that I think is all too common amongst us sufferers. :'(

Ditto on the first time I have laughed in a while. I also run to the bathtub. I always felt it was because it keeps me calmer and allows me to act how I want without fear of being seen. Why I care I have no idea. Also allows me to go back and forth between hot and cold.

I must live in the wrong part of the world because I can't get my hands on anything. Think I need to move to Ecuador

I find that I can sometimes keep the beast moving if I rock back and forth during a hit. Not sure why but it seems to keep my equilibrium(spelling?) moving and helps a little with the lower level kip scale hits. Anyone else experience anything like this?

I tried to click on the donate button and got a "fatal error" notice. Sounds painful so I waited and tried later. Same problem. Is it me or is something wrong? Credit card/checkbook in hand!

Thanks folks. I have some RC seeds but they are not new. Aren't there issues right now getting them? And thanks Ron, I couldn't agree more. I am the least green thumbed individual on the planet on top of all this. Not to mention the most impatient person. Unreal, just had to stop writing this reply as I got my first full blown hit. Officially back in full cycle I guess. Went to the Zomig and red bull. Gotta get to the nuero for trex injections in the meantime. Damn beast!

I have been riding a fantastic PF period of 2 years and almost 3 months since my last cycle finally ended. It was stopped with my first ever busting. Seems as though the dream is over and the beast is returning. Almost all of my reserve from my last and first ever harvest was thrown out over time. Didn't like the look of some of it. Still have a little bit but not confident that it is any good and know that I need to start up again. Hope that I can get it done on the first attempt. Can anyone recommend the fastest method? Last time I used the mycobags. Hope all are well and thanks for any and all info. Tim