birdman

If they can get the Bromo out, people would be jumping all over it. I am currently in disbelief as three headaches a day are breakign through the pred taper. Never happened before. Pred always knocked everything out. >

Stella Artois

I think I would fly to Antartica if I thought I could get in on it.

Cant wait to get past this cycle as alcohol is a big trigger for me. I can actually taste my first beer, it is already picked out and the glass is sitting on the bar waiting patiently. Will find its way to the freezer when I am ready.

Exactly my thinking

Wouldnt work here but worked on the main home page. Wierd. I wish I could hit lotto and give it to you guys!

Is there any news on BOL studies. I started to read about the study that was published, what promising results. Can anyone tell me if there is any current work? Any info would be appreciated. Very interesting topic!

Thanks guys, this support network is a true life saver. Got the most sleep in a long time last night. 10:30 until 5:30 this morning. It is amazing what so solid sleep can do

Darrin, thanks for the support and motivation. Trying to get myself off everything and dose again. My concern is my mental state right now from lack of rest/sleep and unbelievably just lost a neighbor to suicide. 48 and took his life with three young kids. Things are tough right now so I may put off using the precious materials that I have left until I am both med free and mentally ready. No more then a week or two. Probably gonna start a short pred taper tomorrow. Will keep those who are not disgusted with my decision posted on my progress.

No jealousy needed David. I owe you after the regulator, lol. Went to the doc today and found out that the mri on my hip revealed that I do not have avn of the left femur head. This means that prednisone is available and she wants me to do a two week taper. Also wants to give depakote a try. I am getting the scripts filled but will hold off until after my next dose attempt. I am going to use the imitrex or zomig until I know that the wellbutrin is out of my system. Will make the imitrex and zomig is too. Then I am going to hit it again with dose three of shrooms. I need to get a little break between then and now so the trex/zomig will be used for about a day or so. Hopefully, by Sunday night, I can be med free and try again. If not then I may go for the pred taper just to get a sanity check. I know this will be questioned by many but the psyche needs a break real soon. Hope all are doing well and welcome summer!!!!!

That is why I am getting off the wellbutrin for the next bust. Gonna try my best to follow the rules. That is the only different med I am taking as compared to my bust two years ago that worked after the first try. Hopefully, off the wellbutrin by next week and ready to go. On a lighter note, my "crop" seems to be progressign nicely. At last peek, all five bags were turning white starting at the injection site. May use an old tip and break them up to spread it out and speed up the process.

Have decided to taper off the wellbutrin and try again after that. Till then I am gonna try and use the time it will take to get some rest. That means, if its gonna take me 10 days to taper off the wellbutrin, I can get at least 5 days of rest using 02, red bull, and trex. Then again, the nuero may override that tonday with a pred taper. I figure if it'd going to take a little while to stop the wellbutrin (don't want to go cold turkey)I might as well have a few days of mentally refeuling sleep. But something must have still worked because my cycle switched from the right side to the left. Something had to have occured for that to happen, right? And while ice was helpful for the right side pain, heat is the only thing helping on the left side. WTF????

Another terrible night. Almost ready to give up on the alternatives though I know I shouldn't. Two rc seed doses and two shroom doses and no signifigant relief. Starting to wonder if the nightky Wellbutrin is the culprit. May start to taper off it and use zomig or imitrex in the meantime. 02 and red bulls have been very hit and miss the last two days. Once off the wellbutrin, maybe hit it again with either seeds or shrooms. Have a follow up with the nuero tomorrow and am guessing that she is going to give me a pred taper for a little break. I could use it!

Bad night, feel asleep at 10:00 as usual. Hit at 12:00, 1:30, 3:30, 5:30, 7:30 and my normal 9:30 whooper. All responded to ten minutes of 02 except the 9:30. That was a battle. Not sure what I should do next other then wait the five days and dose again. May switch back to rc seeds as my last dose was a little "dark". RC seeds let me fall asleep while they do their work, shrooms have giving me some anxiety. My personality getting in the way. Maybe go back to the melatonin or give an ambien a try. Decisions, decisions!!!!

Got my normal 9:30 hit but for the first time in weeks, it responded to 02 and red bull. Nothing after that until a little spike around 8:00 tonight so i jumped on the 02 and quickly beat it. Sleep tonight would be so awesome. Gonna pray to the sleep gods before I close my eyes.

Heard Austin has all the "pickin" and clusterhead needs!

Wish I lived in Texas right now. Lot more access to cow dung and could do the meet and greet. Is it too late to uproot the family and move? LOL

Thanks Leslie. I went with a .5mg ativan and it calmed me down. No problem getting them, just hate needing them. Last night, feel asleep at around 10:00, woke at 11:00, 1:30, and 6:00. Very random times for me, all aborted with 10 minutes of 02 at 15lpm. Getting ready for my normal 9:30 hit and brought the m60 tank to work with me so I will be prepared. Going to get a refill on the m tank tomorrow morning. Hoping to have a relaxing weekend, not too relaxing for us clusterheads, and enjoying just a little quality of life with the family. Must admit that the five-six hours of golf yesterday was mentally refreshing, even though I stunk it up. Almost felt human for a little while.

Update, had hits thru the night, one at 9:30am and had to go to a charity golf outing. Was so nervous that it would be terrible. Had one minro period of temple spikes but after 20-30 minutes that cleared. After that no, none, zero ha's. Had neck aches a lot but not ch's. Hoping to get a good night sleep and will try again witout melatonin so it doesnt interfer. Will keep everyone posted

Strange night. Lot of anxiety, I think due to setting not being right. Then couldn't get to sleep and wasn't sure what I could take that wouldn't interfere. Which if any of the following are okay to take during this: Melatonin Ativan Excederin migraine Co-Advil Hyrdocorodone I am not planning on taking them, just want to know what if any are available. All input welcome. Was pain free from dose time of 7:30 until 3:00 am, then 5:00, then 6:30. Help!!!!!!

Well, dose 2 is now ingested. Let's hope for the best. Happy trails!!!

David, that is awesome and inspiring news. Hope it continues and you get to enjoy a few ice cold beers.

What a terrible night. Every two hours. Down to the minute. 02 for ten minutes and it cleared up, but the interrupted sleep is killing my sanity. Tonight is dose 2, unfortunately, home with the kids alone as wife has to do something at the school. Will start after I get them to bed and stay up as late as needed. I can't keep up this lack of sleep. >

I am hoping and praying for that night.

If the bust helped it took a few days. I guess that can be normal for some. The last and only other time that I tried this, it worked by the next morning. Guess I was over optimistic thinking that was how quick it worked. Everyone and every cycle are different so maybe it is finally kicking in. Can't dose tonight as planned because I will not be home until late. And tomorrow the wife is out and I am home alone with the kids so that is out. Maybe Friday night it is then.