Hipshot I often think of the Natgeo documentary and i must say I am so incredibly thankful and impressed by your loving effort and your courage, i know i would not have the courage to let Natgeo in to my apartment. You really are one of my heroes! This forum have ALOT of heroes of mine and all of you wonderful people really make me feel like there is a change coming on the horizon and I really feel that I must do my part in some way. I guide people from my own country into this platform of hope and knowlage and i really feel that that gives them a much better chance for a long life so i get very much strength from that. You guys and gals in here have really saved my life, and have given me the strength to change my thought patterns and my health overall, before i found all of you i was almost ready to give up and now i feel that the strongest people alive are Clusterheads and i feel proud to be a part of this comunity! I know i am not very active but i read alot and follow the stories from you saints in here, I will try to do better and write some more! Much love/ Michael