tingeling Posted August 13, 2010 Share Posted August 13, 2010 Hi Just have to vent a bit.... I had a case going, and it was all over, and i have been waiting for awhile for my compensation to be paid out. Can`t go into details, but let`s just say, case is very clear, there`s no doubt that i should have this compensation. It is not over still, i had the message last week. I have been so angry earlier on. But when i got that message, i surprisingly enough didn`t get mad. Maybe it is a sign that i doing so much better than before, and that it is going to continue, that i should let the past be past. I prayed to God for help, i was helped, i found this treatment. This has imroved life, not just to CH, but it has treated Post Traumatic Stress Syndrom, and alot of bothering thoughts. I also had this very annoying memory thing.... That i remembered everything i laid eyes on. Your not supposed to do that, it may seem a good thing. And in some ways it is, but your supposed to forget alot of things, your head get kind of "filled up" over the years. And not very useful to remember how the neighbours coffe cup stood on the table four years ago. This is not a function i have no more. And it is wonderful, i feel free. My life is great. So i`m thinking, maybe sometimes we aren`t supposed to "fight" for our "right". I got what i prayed for, a good life. I am grateful, and i`m thinking be happy for what you got, let it go, if not it gonna keep affecting me. I had my right, i`m happy. My prayer was heard. What more can you wish for? I shouldn`t ask for more, when i got what i asked for. I`m letting it go Thank you BIG hug Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
johnny Posted August 13, 2010 Share Posted August 13, 2010 your holding your composure very well. glad your here to vent with us. i remember when there was nobody. keep up your fight and keep praying. you will prevail Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
raquelinkansas Posted August 14, 2010 Share Posted August 14, 2010 Vent anytime Ting! Hugs back at cha! Rock Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tingeling Posted August 16, 2010 Author Share Posted August 16, 2010 Thank you Johnny and Rock. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
johnny Posted August 16, 2010 Share Posted August 16, 2010 Thank you Johnny and Rock. aww well your welcome. thanks for posting a song. i sincerely believe that music heals a tortured mind and keeps it strong. after all this is as much of a mental battle as it is a physical one. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tingeling Posted August 16, 2010 Author Share Posted August 16, 2010 Music leads our conscious to wear we doesn`t reach our self. or make us go deeper. A powerful tool. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
alleyoop Posted August 16, 2010 Share Posted August 16, 2010 Music leads our conscious to wear we doesn`t reach our self. or make us go deeper. A powerful tool. Another powerful tool is dance! "Dance is a vertical expression of a horizontal desire." Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tingeling Posted August 16, 2010 Author Share Posted August 16, 2010 that is so true, i guess music maybe is "step 1! of this two? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
johnny Posted August 17, 2010 Share Posted August 17, 2010 Music leads our conscious to wear we doesn`t reach our self. or make us go deeper. A powerful tool. Another powerful tool is dance! "Dance is a vertical expression of a horizontal desire." some people have 2 left feet. this guy doesn't have any http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NSjH35nPhWA Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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