Hey man I understand where your coming from. I also am addicted to heroin. I've been clean now for about 2 years I'm 31 years old. I used drugs all high school I did everything imaginable on top of smoking an ounce or more of dank a week. Anyways when I started getting the clusters really bad at 18 that's when I tried using heroin a lot for the pain not knowing it wasn't going to help. Get help man. I've been to jail many times and prison as well. You ever have a cluster headache while your on a prison transport feet handcuffed to the floor and hands cuffed in front of you? If you want to talk at all just hit me up I'm not gonna post my story whole story up and I'd rather just answer any questions you got if you have any at all. I can probably answer any question you got, let me know.