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All kind words. Thanks to everyone for Letting me rage. Luvs to all fuck the beast. Sorry if I made anyone upset this group has saved my life more than once.

The simple fact of the matter is that this is a non repairable disease that us ch will have til the day we die. No one really knows what causes it (if you reply back hypothalamus i will scream) and that all prescribed drugs are psuedo science placebos. Oxygen is not a cure. Lsd Mushrooms etc are a distraction and that we have been chosen by god to be sent into the horror chambers of hell. So...fuck god. Doctors, big pharma, psychedelics etc. You have been chosen. It is your and my destiny to live life like this. Once you take this attitude u can respect that this whole life of yours is a joke. Got a rope? There is a reason these headaches are called suicide headaches. Please do not post d3 regiment or other bullshit in response. I have tried them all. And. Nothing. Works. Chronic. Mad. And done with it all.

I have often wondered if chs are a form of demonic possession. No I am not religious and yes I am serious. Anyone else have thoughts on this cause I know damn well tha in my case prayer does not help.

I live between attacks. I am chronic ch with little to no breaks...ever. been this way for 10 years. My hobbies include dabbling in psychedelic drugs and I live way off the grid on our family homestead in Montana. I am a retired professional musician and I love hanging around with my odd friends who are mostly societies rejects. I am married and have six kids. I am the ultimate mountain man stoner punk rock dude blessed with the beast. The beast is my friend cause he likes me to do shrooms to make both of us happy. I am happy just to participate in this brutal life us ch folks live. We are super heroes. Best to all. Psychedelic Brian reporting from the lp3 ranch.

Has anyone noticed that if you are in cycle and you accidentally hurt yourself that your clusters go away until you heal. I have had this happen to me twice. I am not advocating self harm btw.

Been busting with vitamin m for years. No problem. Then...bam. getting high just watching tv. Bam...high walking around my yard. Bam...haven't busted in a week. What gives? Have I fried my brain. Will the flashback subside? Anyone else experience this? Should I stop vit m? God I hope not. Please respond

Luvs

Been awhile since I have said hi. I went ch free for 8 months. Then bam! They are back. Went 5 years 3 or more ch a day with no break. 8 month break made me think I was cured. Wrong! Busted 2 times this last 10 days, feeling much better. Busting again soon. Not suicidal. A huge bonus. Found I am very fortunate that I sold my guns. Hmmmm. Hope all have a pain free day. Loves from Montana.

Last night i had my 3rd of 5 ch. I was crying when i started laughing. Remember fg the scene where l dan was riding on the sails taunting god "is that all you have!" i started quoting this and it brought humor into the room. I wish i could get a new head like l dan got new legs. Love all_

If you have a suicide plan let someone know. It might save your life.

troller. making our site less than it should be. i vote delete this fool.

moderator, get rid of this troller please.

good advice. Thanks all. day 9 and only 2 bad attacks while on prednisone vs 3-8 daily before. I feel like a new man.Now I need to work on my ptsd.

So...after 5 months of chronic 3-8 attacks daily I started busting with seeds. Worked great 1st time, about 2 weeks, then a 3 day remission, then none. Started to get suicidal, had no vit m and went to dr. He put me on 20 mg prednisone. Busted my CH in 1/2 day. Now he thinks its a good idea to take 20mg of prednisone every day for the next 5 months. he even gave me a script for it. I don't think this is the correct course of treatment for me. I want to bust again with vit m in about a week. how long should I wait to use vit m after steroids? I was thinking 7 days steroid free and then back to vit m. Thoughts? so glad I did not jump in front of a truck when I wanted 2. Steroids worked but...not for ever.

Bob, thanks for trying to push alternatives through. Your form however has me wondering 2 things. You only allow people to write about LEGAL busting or abortives. The truth is MOST people, as you know use the less than standard legal busting alternatives. Thus, if this form is being sent to the government, do we want to let them know what we CH's are up too. Trust issues I know is paranoia but still. Any advice? Thanks for all you do.