Brew

Yes, after I turned the corner, that's what delivered the knock-out punch.

A few weeks ago I bought me a new, fresh batch of seeds. Crushed, soaked and threw back 100 of them. A little hard on the stomach, but this was the difference for me. Fresh seeds, 100 of them. I turned the corner after that. Watch it, though. 100 seeds is a mighty dose of fiber.

Reservations made.

The only fish I've ever been able to brag about. The equivalent weight of this fish (plus some) has since been added to my frame:

I'm jealous.

I second the CPAP therapy. Out of cycle, I average a little over 7 hours a night on it. Difference between night and day.

I ate deep fried beer at the Wisconsin State Fair two years ago. It was a friggin ravioli filled with Budweiser (which had lost all its fizz). Disgusting.

You can send me any unused Poptarts.

Entry into REM (Rapid Eye Movement) sleep is a known trigger for many clusterheads. This usually occurs anywhere from 60-120 minutes after falling asleep, and is the beginning of the dreaming phase of sleep. It's also the part that we need most because it is during this phase of sleep that most of the restorative properties of sleep occur. Isn't it ironic that the type of sleep we need the most during cycle time is often the type of sleep we are denied? Not funny.

In a word, yes. Which is why I have an oxygen tank at home, one in the car, and one in my office. Each has its own regulator with a DISS fitting, and all I have to do is disconnect the wonderful demand valve that a cluster fairy delivered to my house recently. I worry. But I am also blessed beyond belief.

Something tells me I've failed entirely to make my point.

http://www.latisse.com/ A drug, available by prescription only, designed to allow humans to grow thicker, fuller eyelashes. Made by Allergan. I wonder how many $$millions were spent on development, testing and marketing - that weren't spent on BOL-148. Society is moving - but not forward. It's more like swirling the drain.

I hate to hear it, BB. Hang tough, we'll be here for ya. Hopefully one of these days you can bust its @$$ back to the stone age. I'm going after it again today. It's only been 4 days since my last bust, but my stay-cation ends today. Things have been complicated by a nasty head and chest cold, and I have to give myself every chance to bring my A game to the office starting tomorrow. The CH pattern has been broken up nicely by my last bust on Wednesday: the intensity and frequency are way down, so hopefully this one will drive the stake through her heart.

You and I will get along just fine, Mystina.

I eat 'em raw. Just like my Pop Tarts.

One occurrence does not a trend establish, I guess. Awakened four times last night - 00:45, 02:15, 04:00, and 06:30. Although I must say, each occurrence has been easier to abort than before Wednesday's bust (10 minutes or less on the O2). I'm gonna take that as a good sign.

Hmmm....I wouldn't have the slightest idea. ;D

Just don't fall into the "cured" trap. I was utterly pain free for two years, and am just coming out of having my @$$ kicked five ways to Tuesday for the last six weeks. It's never over. Prepare.

Yes. He was delicious.

For the first time in over six weeks, I slept for 7.5 hours straight. Halleluiah.

Nursing the post-bust constant shadow.

It's just about the only kind I know.

Well, then.

Tomorrow will mark five days of detox for this boy, and I will be enjoying the trip, as it were. Time to kick this f*cker to the curb.

You just described every day of the last six weeks of my life.