BoscoPiko

Not sure why I love this so much...

This tid bit made all the difference. I'm scared of the trip that's all. But this makes me move one foot in front of the other. Thank you so much!

I want 2 I'm just so scared... how does it work? Do you do it when in cycle or prior when you know it's about to be dooms day? Then how long does it last? Uff I have so many questions and I suppose I just need to dive head first. I have such good support from my husband that I know he would babysit me. I guess it's rare to go loony at my age but it is a real fear of mine as my mom was mentally ill super bad (she listened to voices in her head for years and was so miserable she finally found her way to the grill of a car on the freeway). I need to search the site more as I know this is a subject talked about in depth.

Hi Spiny, no I haven't tried them yet but that is where I would start if I was going to. Thank you for all the helpful info and way cool quote at the end!

This was quite detailed Juss as are all your other comments. You are spot on with journalists and even photographers, I believe most know that truth is a hard sell these shitty days, at the same time most of us (even not Ch's) are looking for a moment in time to be allowed to chase dreams,play with a granddaughter/grandson without reprocussions.. yes that is the easy way to avoid speed bumps but that is the common nature anymore... no I'm not one of them, I tend to go against the grain. And do not mind the waves I create. I've also come to accept that I'm never going to feel as good as I used 2, I'm going to go through bouts of depression due to the lack of feeling well but .. in the end I'll have never given up.. not ever will I take this infliction lying down, submitt or say uncle. I'll wear this pain as best I can in an effort to put a smile on every face that has ever crossed my path. As for educators now days they (most are told what to teach and it ain't worth squat)... your friend Bosco..

Thanks for the info Freud. Sorry your in a bad spot!

Maybe @Freud can chime in here as he seems to know quite a bit about it.

I've read a tiny bit about ketamine and most of what I found said it was originally used back in the day to somewhat alevie pain on the battle field when a soldier needed a surgery from what I took in it did not work like our new age "knock your butt out stuff" but more like a pain reliever with a little extra? I guess my question or questions are how does it make you feel? Can you still function normally after and make dinner etc? Or are you kinda zonked?

I think that's what they call Florida? Lived there for my 3rd and 4th grade In Tampa I loved the random rain with the sun still out..

Thank you Freud I'm only 3 years in so I dont have much experience. I've been playing aroud with abortive medicine and I have found (for me the trex and other triptans) keep me in cycle. So I avoid them like the plaque. I am episodic 3 months to 4 months on out of every year. I hate it but I know I'm lucky.. I hope your move to the sunshine state is fairing well.

Thank you Batch. This is great info!

This is good to know... Maybe that's what I have been doing wrong?? My Neuro told me to plug one side and sniff hard when administering it goes down my throat and I cant help but up chuck.. Then I get a nasty nose bleed...

Thanks Jon, I get a bit leery even when just going to our other home in Truckee as I've gotten hit nearly every time on the climb up but I was always in cycle so maybe I just need to be 100% out prior to travel. I do carry the nasal sumatriptan in my back pack (everywhere I go) I just hate taking it as i get instantly sick (toss anything in my tummy and bad nose bleed)... Not so sexy... I will have to look up Lincares travel program. Thank you!

Thank you for the info I suppose I have to try to know for sure. I'm to scared to try anything shroom related (that may change one day) but for now I just cant bring myself to go there. My husband tried to purchase me a concentrator but they are hard to get in CA and the company that sold him one ended up being a fraud. I just don't want my condition to be such a burden on our life. Thank you again CHfather,

That's a good idea even though I've never used them. Maybe I need to try I have had good results with coffee so this may be a viable option. Thank you for the response.

I am wondering what others have experienced with flying and being a CH sufferer ? I have been apprehensive to fly since the onset of cluster as one time changing elevation from our home in El Dorado Hills, CA to our home in Truckee set my head ablaze. I have read that most airlines wont allow you to board with o2 so I'm a little intimidated to fly anywhere. Has anyone been allowed 02 on a flight or been provided with it when in need? What airline did you use and what was the protocol you went through to be given it? I am asking because I know my constant "stay near" approach to life is wearing on my husband. He loves to travel and wants very much to visit far away places but I'm just a bit timid about the elevation and being allowed the o2? Any info on flight experience is much appreciated.

Thanks Juss. Please do realize that not all of us have endured what you have and that dosen't make us less aware of the current economic environment or the current political environment. We are smart Americans with tough skin God loving and God fearing individuals. I know you are a deeper into what's going on but please don't discount us . Many make a small crowd.. masses make a movement not to be ignored...The time is here and now as Time has no way to stop ticking on you or me. Time in itself is the most wicked of all things as it cares not..

Oh my Juss.. thank goodness I wasent taking a sip when reading this section of your post! Thankfully I was sitting passenger on the way home from the equestrian facility and when I read this line I belted out a laugh that anyone would be curious about.. My husband was seriously confused at my random laughter when I reread what you wrote he named off several so called iconic reality gals that seriously wear this shoe.. I do have a boob tube but only watch it on Sunday when Yellowstone is on or some other show of that nature. Shoot I still watch the re runs of Bonaza

I think even non country folks know who Reba is.. She is amazing love her song Fancy...I grew up on 40 acres in Northern CA so country life is very familiar to me. I don't live that way any longer though. I hope to retire (long time off) in the country with my horse and animals one day.

I used to milk the neighbors cows and thought it was fun. You have to learn the rhythm then got rewarded with 1 gallon containers of fresh milk with cheese cloth separating the cream from the milk. I loved the farm life it was beautiful all the funny chickens and home raised cows, tomatoes fresh off the vine..

LoL Bejeeber this reminds me of a time I went to Maui and thought it would be a good idea to do one of those rent a rides... The guid asked everyone if any of us wanted to lope (run real fast) some say gallop anyhow me being a decent rider I said yes so they put me on this particular horse... unbeknownst to me this horse knew exactly what spot on the trail to start loping so.... all the sudden the horse took off like a bat out of hell... I've never had to hold the horn to stay on but I'm pretty sure I would have went flying off if I had not.. I couldent even try to stop this gelding as it was all I could do to stay mounted.. then he got to a spot and just stopped (he knew where to start and where to stop)... Never again will I do a rent a horse LOL... If your ever in CA just give me a buzz and I'll let ya ride my mare

Here is one of my most happy places. This was Thanksgiving day or as @Bejeeber said ThanksBirthGiving day I was having her connect up with me prior to hoping on

Your pulling heart strings (do ya ) was my late moms favorite .. played it at my wedding ...

Thank you Spiny! It was my birthday as well this lovley year and I rode and played with my mare (sis) is her name and she treated me very well