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So sorry you are going through all of this snowflake! Sending love your way!

Well.. I've never heard of death by D3 overdose but it would be a good idea to go get some labs done just to make sure your calcium levels are ok. I'm sorry your heart hurts and I know reliving the dreadful situation/reality is not exactly enticing or very palatable but it might really help to unload some of your inner turmoil/pain. Sending prayers your way.

Thanks for all the input. Great info in that basic non-busting post. I might try the licorice root since it's listed as a natural vasoconstriction. I will give the full vitamin protocol some time. Definitely considering the shrooms. Right now, I'm not living in my home city of Vancouver, Canada, but Canada plans to legalize it, and a few new labs there developing natural medical grade psilicybin and MDMA. (They got some press recently after getting FDA approval, and shipping their first batches to Australia.) Vancouver has already decriminalized them, like they did with marijuana in the early 2000s, before it was legalized nationally. My Chs didn't get worse after the tooth extraction, which was done six months after the C CH started. It had a teeny root and when I saw it (combined with the xray of showing such a shallow root, no abscess, etc) I thought, "No way this is the root cause." And before the extraction, based on the xray, the oral surgeon said that my described pain couldn't be due to the tooth. She said maybe TMJ or sinusitus, which I knew I didn't have. Though I have definitely developed jaw stiffness, facial pain, tenderness with C CH and I do find that some TMJ exercises provide a bit of help opening up the nasal passage and relaxing my facial muscles. Every day is a DIY clinical trial.

Hi @BoscoPiko @FunTimes @CHfather Hi there Thank you for the co condolences. I always assumed I would go first since I'm 44 and he was 41. After he passed away I didn't grieve as I had to be strong for my family. It's a few months now so you could be right since the cycle just started. No I have been taking 50 000iu every single day out of panick cos I was driving him to and from his chemo and radiation and no one else could take him. I still am taking the same dosage. I never really noticed any side effects accept for itchiness at my ankle. Attacks are sporadic. One just hit me without warning on Tuesday. Other than that, I am getting the shadow before hand so I have time to abort with oxygen. The other thing is that am on benzos and the likes because of my hip replacements. Yet that doesn't provoke an attack. It's just the element of surprise and we'll I guess the picture in my mind of the last time I saw my brother alive at the hospital. The look he gave me while holding my hand. And I told him don't worry I need to leave now and I will be back first thing in the morning. Then received a phone call to rush to the hospital at 12.20 at night from my sister to come to the hospital. I rushed over and he was already cold when I got there cos they said he passed away exactly at 12 midnight. I have that picture painted in my head cos he was fine when I left the hospital. Made jokes even though the cancer they removed was on the side of his neck. Still he could talk. I'm such a mess. I need to resume my psychology appointments but I'm scared to relive everything. My baby bro. Yet everyone thought he was the bigger brother. Always had my back. Even through all my ch cycles. I wish it was me and not him cos of this nightmare of a condition. I feel lost and alone. I came here to vent a little cos it's only you guys that will understand. I appreciate all of you very much.