I haven't posted anything about this ongoing project for a few years!
For context, these verses came together many years ago (2015 if I remember correctly) in the span of a few hours.....a clusterhead from Cali put up a post in one of the Facebook clusterhead support groups explaining that he'd written the first verse (to the tune of "Sound of Silence" in the style of the group "Disturbed"......he challenged the group to collectively write the remaining verses. I had the privilege of watching as another 7 verses were added to the thread over a few hour time frame!
So, I copied it all down and over the past 10+ years I've played with it, taking the liberty of rewriting in some cases to make the words fit the tune better, and reducing it to 4 verses which I actually (attempted) to sing at our 2019 patient conference in Dallas! But try as i may, I never could come up with a 5th verse to match up with the original tune.
At this past years patient conference (in Dallas once again) I shared the lyrics with a longtime Facebook friend who lives in Bermuda who loved it and told me he had a good mate who might be able to record it for me when I figured out a last verse!
When I got back home from the conference I was feeling inspired and reached out to a few folks for input and finally came up with the last verse.....which wound up being the 3rd verse and the original 3rd became the 4th.
So, fast forward to today.....my Bermuda friends mate has had the lyrics and a backing instrumental that I found on YouTube but as yet he's not come thru....now I've begun the process of going to individual small recording studios in my area area, relating the story to them, and hoping they might have worked with a vocalist that could pull off a "Disturbed" version....no luck thus far and I'm thinking I'm gonna have to drive down to big D but fortunately I know a guy with a studio down there where I recorded years ago....
Anyway, that's the backstory, hoping to have a wrap on this project by this year's conference.....I've sent it to the Boss and he sez we can post it on clusterbusters YouTube channel...
Hello Clusters my old friend
You've come to haunt me once again
You rudely wake me while I'm sleeping
My nose is running and my eye's weeping
And the demon
that was planted in my brain
Still remains
I feel the pound
Then shadows
From restless dreams I wake alone
From the pain I rock and moan
Search thru darkness for the table lamp
As I whimper with a cranial cramp
Then my eye was stabbed
In a flash with a red hot knife
I cried in fright
I felt the pound
Then shadows
Over many year's I saw
One hundred doctors, maybe more
Doctors listening without hearing
Doctors treating but not healing
Doctors writing scripts
That seemed like living hell
And nothing helped
Erase the pain
Of Clusters
The unafflicted cannot know
The shadows like a cancer grows
Hear my screams that they might teach you
Feel my pain that It might reach you
And my tears
Just like acid raindrops fell
It's bloody hell
'exquisite pain
Of Clusters
Then I busted, fought and stayed
Of the beast I'm not afraid
And the Beast lashed out his warning
Feel the burning and the pain swarming
And the Beast said your head
Will be bouncing off the sheetrock walls
I KICKED HIS BALLS!
He feels the pound
Then shadows.......