Hi
Thank`s for sharing. I know how you feel, i think. and you lived with this for so many years!
I been lying in my bed, totally at the edge. seeing myself the deepest place in hell, standing the last place without hot lava, barefoot,- feeling the end of satan's whip. my trust in the human race completely gone. Living with this does make most people disappear in the end. In my case at least. Nothing took the pain, not just a little! I laughed the devil at his face and said, come on- you can`t f***** kill me, show me the next trick! Bring it on!!! Because you can`t get me!!!
That was the day it turned around, decided to try this. thinking what the h....
I started a new life, you can read my last posts if you feel like.
In my opinion it`s not about doing something illegal or not. It`s about living or not in the end. In my case nothing preventive worked, this medicine did,- and i`m happy that i found it.
I hope you can find you're way too. Hoping you will post, so we know how you are doing
Best wishes from me