FunTimes,
That's a good answer Jon.
I think we've all been there. It's more difficult for some and the range of difficulty changes for all of us as we move forward through life.
It seems like when you get down, everything and everyone reminds us of why we're down or why things are going bad. When you're up and see a mountain, you see the beauty of it and when you're down, you remember when you were feeling good enough to climb it an can't any more.
I think you need to find something that does bring you some joy and try to find ways of remembering that when you need it most. I used to put a little red avery sticker on my watch (when I wore a watch) to remind me to stop and breathe for a minute. Every time I looked at my watch, which was usually because I was running late and adding stress, it would remind me to stop for a minute.
LOL, now I'm wondering if I stopped wearing a watch because I didn't have time for it any more LOL.
Hang in there FunTimes, you'll have those times again.
Bob